Honestly, I hate making decisions. I'm convinced that I'm always going to do the wrong thing in a situation. So I seek advice. I pray. I think about every consequence of every possible scenerio.
And sometimes, that still isn't enough for me to know what I should do. I know that all my problems are in God's hands, but what if I do the opposite of what God planned for me? Would everything still play out right?
I feel like if I make a wrong choice just once, maybe even without realizing it's wrong, my whole life will be thrown off course. Which is really overwhelming to think about.
I know usually it's pretty easy to figure out right from wrong. But at this point, it's more of a decision to follow my heart or follow my mind.
It would be really cliche if I was like, "Oh, I'm going to follow my heart of course." That's what most people would advise me to do, but sometimes your heart isn't right.
And sometimes, I don't even know what my heart wants. Like right now.
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