Usually, I'm terrible at hiding my feelings. No matter how hard I try, people can always tell when something is wrong with me.
But this time, I don't think that's the case.
Losing someone close to you is hard, especially when it happens so quickly.
It was my choice though, right? Isn't this what I wanted?
No. Not at all. You told me things would never be the same, but for some reason I just shrugged it off and assumed that not enough would change to the point that it bothered me.
Once again, I was wrong. It's like you're hardly even there now. And I hate that.
I know on the outside it seems like I could care less about it all. It's like I'm trying to prove to you that I'll be just fine.
But deep down, it's slowly wearing a hole in me.
Maybe, with prayer and time, things will get better between us. I sure hope so.
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